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Almost all the "ground" work for my thesis is done, meaning I don't have to go to work pretty much at all (about once a week). This is a good thing as I can concentrate to writing the thing down at home.
But but, I've been trying to write it for a month now and all I have managed is some 10-15 pages :X . I can admit that I'm not the hardest worker when it comes to something I'm doing for myself (like it this case I worked like hell to get to ground work for the company done :D ). Still I've set goals and all but once I try to settle down to writing I just can't do anything or if I manage actually to do something it takes an hour just to get two words. I know pretty much everything I want to write but somehow just can't transfer it to paper :blink . Don't know if I'm afraid to graduate or something but I'm soooo angry at myself all the time for not able to do this...weird. Today I actually managed two pages and the writing felt somehow good :), so lets see
Some good news though. The energy firm that I did this energy saving project in co-operation for the firm I'm working at now (they hired me to coordinate the thing in their end but there's no possibility to continue working there after this project is finished as they have no use for me after this) invited me to visit their office for a kind of job interview. The man from them I'm working with said that he's very satisfied how I've handled the project at our end and wants me to visit them and see the other people there (or more like they want to see me) but nothing is guaranteed and they'll have to see if they need a new employee there...but it seems there's some hope for me to get a job there after I graduate :D .
That's all this time



